After talking over with the parents, and boyfriend, I decided not to take the freelance job, albeit scale of the project (3 countries / markets coverage) does imply good return on time (pay). Which means I shall return to the shire soon, probably within weeks, to make most times before the Brits’ holiday season for job hunting.
Somehow, I have a little hesitation, a little more reservation prior to taking off this time round.
Living with a what ‘mobile home’ is something I’m very much use to since 16, but this time, it juz feels different. In the past, I kind of associate where my family members are home, so home is here in HK. Simple as that.
But, things changed over the past year and a half. The geographic spread of my family members and THE ONE who conveys feeling of ‘family member’ are now crossing over the Atlantic sea, setting between West and the East. And I can’t help but asking myself what have I done? Things would be much more straight-forward should I fall for a proper Oriental person.
At the back of my mind, I am perpetually fretting about what lies ahead… that occupies imagination… and I am going to miss my another home wherever I am in the world, geographically.
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