That’s it, I am suffering from the Post Holiday Syndrome:
…people suffer when they have spent a wonderful holiday and no longer have a functional daily rhythm.
…since it describes mild mental distress, which is a commonly occurring phenomenon when we are dealing with daily life problems. The more severe form of this is referred as depression since it is an illness of persistent sadness, and is not attributed to normal holiday reaction.
Perhaps, I really have enjoyed my wonderful (post-study) holiday a little bit too long, too much… I no longer have the courage to even look out for what could have been re-established in this new country as my daily rhythm (other than sticking to my comfortable nest & the local Sainsbury). I keep coming up new excuses for myself to postpone any possible actions…such that it is the festival season, the entire country is in celebrating mood, hence no one will be hiring! It is still in recession time! It will be too difficult to find job as a foreigner… etc etc etc.
I really need to put myself together, soon.
