I vote for tear

What is so wrong about letting our emotions show anyway!?

I used to think that is not a very professional scene to be seen @ office, but, as I came to understand more about how this (sometimes, cruel) world operates, I learn to be the person who I really am.  Then I realise people actually respects me more for staying truth to my own feeling. 

I juz can’t give away the I’m ok look when I really am not okay.    Me drop tears at times when I feel like to let them out and fall silent at times when I do not want to participate in a conversation or discussion… Retweet @ Will Smith: too many people spend money they haven’t earned, to buy things they don’t want, to impress people they don’t like…

(I may be guilty as charged for the first two claims, but ugh-arr… def. not the third one…)

bobbie brown

Sometimes, in order to manage the overall shopping experience is to eliminate or delaying certain type of experience… for as long as you could get away without it. 

Me and the Bobbie Brown (cosmetic brand) shopping experience :: I knew it would be great, I knew it would be fun, flattering, enjoyable plus more… and that’s exactly the reason I am trying so hard to avoid myself getting near to that glittery cool black concession counter (despite my eye-concealer almost runs out).

But I loose it at last.  I accompanied a girlfriend to attend the BB free makeup lesson tonight – she has the coupon for the times of the makeup consultant but not the products we ended up buying.  Total spend of over hundreds of pounds… ssssshizer!!!  

Giving away free makeup lesson coupons are such clever strategy to lure for easy sales.  It’s like scheduling a timeslot for one-to-one (even better in our case, one-to-two) customers selling opportunity. With the customers already biased in fav of the products, our sales consultant has a relatively easy task to close deal.

The cures

Was a bit low this morning so me said to the bf :: I’m sick of dating the computer!!

Then I ignored him (skype) completely for the next 10, 15 minutes to do my sketches for this evening “artjamming is my bag” session. Me still very excited about the artjamming thing although it’s already my second time doing it. I think its brilliant for my LBP – since I’ll have photos of the actual painting to use (banner, prints, cards), a real carrying bag (more A&P stuff), and above all I know I’ll have fun painting on the canvas…

Once the sketches’ done, I looked up to the computer screen and there I saw my poor bf sitting on the sofa, doesn’t quite know what to say or do.  But he has these guys, the little “blue nose friends” lines up on the coffee table waiting for me attention. 

 

 Adorable.

Still on ground zero

7 Oct ::  so the waiting game starts (again) done waiting by 12/10 surprisingly

7 Oct ::  make name official for that registration matter 

26 Sep ::  celebrate baby step towards something bigger with a can of diet coke

This is what’s done in the last couple of weeks.  Not much, really.  I know.  Sigh.