It can be alarming. It brings out that intense sense of restlessness, and loneliness.
It can be comforting. It keeps me calm and gives me the space I need to attend on own thoughts and imagination.
I do not know, whatever I am feeling tonight is it a mist of worry or blissfulness?
That little piece of lime green paper-sticker, that puts both our lives in miserable mood for months… is finally there on me passport. The end.
I was not as ecstatic as I thought would be. It is partly becos that for a long, long time i have trained myself a sort of immunity from having any emotions over development of the matter. Suppose, I could only feel a sense of relief right now… like, it’s one thing down from the check-list. Got it, the post study work visa.
The panda boyfriend is of course, chuffed.
…not sure if he would be for I’m going to remind him for as long as we are going be together, that my life has been on hold, for him, for nearly one year since graduation.
That requires loads brekkie-in-bed to makeup for…
Exhausted, me.
